It has been quite some time now since my last post here and a whole lot has happened. More than I ever thought to be perfectly honest. It´s interesting to see how some people change over time, while others stay the same. I can´t say for sure that I have changed much really, but I like to hope I have. And for the better as well :P Of course there´s bound to be some bad tendencies I´ve picked up along the way as well. But then again, who doesn´t?

Since the last post, which was around two years ago, my life has taken many twists and turns. I don´t know if I´m happy with everything that´s happened, but in the end, it will all result in something. I guess I´m not really making much sense, just writing what goes on in my head at the moment. And for once, I can honestly say that I´m not depressed or having any form of anxiety-attacks at all. I´m rather happy with my existance right now.

So back to the point: What has changed since august 6, 2007?

Well to start with, I´m no longer a registered student at Växjö university. After not being a good and proper student, CSN decided that enough is enough. And who can really blame them after looking at my study results. I´m still living in the same apartment though, but will hopefully be moving sometime soon. I´m not talking about moving to just another apartment in Växjö. No no no. I mean, really move away. To Krakow in Poland :) If everything goes as planned, I will be moving there in October.

I no longer have any videogames, besides my trusty gameboy advance (with only one game). That after my 360 broke down and decided to take a permanent vacation. Since I didn´t have money, I couldn´t really repair it either. So no videogames :P

Roleplaying. My hobby over all other hobbies. Still playing, every now and then. Since everyone is going their seperate ways, it´s more difficult to play. Of course there´s still people here, but I wont try and hide that I´m very selective with whom I play with. There are certain things I want to get out of an evening of roleplaying and not everyone can present this. I have no doubts that the ability of that will appear after a while, but in this case I have no patience. So I guess that for me, the golden age of roleplaying is a thing in the past.

And how have I changed. So far I´ve only talked about my hobbies and school. What about me? Me? Me?

For better and worse, I have changed. I´m not as stupidly naive as I have been before. With that I´m not saying that I´m not a nice person, but I do tend to show what I think more these days. Why should I sit through and suffer from something I´m not really in the mood for? It´s pointless. Then we have the thing of being analytical and critical to things happening around me. I´m not going to sit here and write that I´m a cynical bastard, because I´m not. With that said, I still don´t think that life is supposed to be easy or just happy go lucky all the time. What good would life really be if everything was happy and fun all the time? Would it really be happy and fun? Or would we get so used to it, that we would start creating our own small problems, just to have something to do?

I don´t think life hates me at all. I just think that life really doesn´t give a damn about me. If I can´t make something of myself in life, why should life even try and help me along? :P

And that´s it for now. Take care.

Current Mood: happy

Made one more. Don´t know if it´s good or so, but I had fun making it.



Have a nice day.

Found a funny flash some hours (12-14) ago in which you can create your own south park characters. Could not resist trying to make myself into one of those.



I don´t really know if it looks like me, but I can always hope.

Have a nice day everyone.

Over and out.

P.S. For those who are interested. I haven´t slept this night. D.S.

So here we are... back at the start once more. what can I say? I feel like a total and utter bastard. No that´s not the correct word. I feel like one of the most evil living beings on earth right now. What ever you do, don´t give me sympathy. I don´t deserve it at all. Not even one bit.

The reason for all this evilness is that I broke up with my girlfriend. As a result of this, I feel like a total bastard. Probably I am just that. A bastard.

Well I don´t really know what to write right now. Feeling to much hate and loath towards myself. Probably deserve it too.

Oh well..........

Save the cheerleader, save the world.

Need I say more?

I was going to write something but changed my mind. Sorry for taking up your time.

See ya around.

*beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*

Not asleep, but not really awake. Or am I? Who knows really? Well I don´t and that´s for sure.
Can´t really complain or can I? Is it full moon outside behind all these clouds?

Ah. To hell with it.

Well I´m not really depressed anymore. I´ve got money and I live. At least a little money. But I live. Point noted. Move on. Ok I will.

Nothing really interesting to read here folks. Move along, move along.

Bezaaaap and gone.

Daring duck of mystery,
Champion of right,
Swoops out of the shadows,
Darkwing owns the night.
Somewhere some villain schemes,
But his number's up.

(3-2-1) Darkwing Duck (When there's trouble you call DW)
Darkwing Duck (Let'sget dangerous)
Darkwing Duck (Darkwing, Darkwing Duck!)

Cloud of smoke and he appears,
Master of surprise.
Who's that cunning mind behind
That shadowy disguise?
Nobody knows for sure,
But bad guys are out of luck.

'Cause here comes (Darkwing Duck)
Look out! (When there's trouble you call DW)
Darkwing Duck (Let's get dangerous)
Darkwing Duck (Better watch out, you bad boys)
Darkwing Duck!


yey... and problem sleeping as usual.

Yes. Here I am again. Sleepless in Växjö. Sitting in front of my computer doing nothing but being awake. Although I think I´m starting to feel a bit tired right now.

No. No sleep. Hope I can sleep soon though. Have to study. Why can´t I sleep? Damn these nights. But hey. If I can´t sleep I write something here. Is it normal to see two computers in front of you when you know there´s only one there?

Well it won´t get any better if I sit in front of this stupid machine. Good night everyone.

Don´t let the whisperers take you...

Current Mood: annoyed

Heh. For two nights in a row I have not been able to sleep for some unknown reason. So my body and mind are a bit slow at the moment. But that won´t stop me from posting some kind of entry here.

Have spent the last two days writing really wierd stuff. It´s really funny how wierd your creativity gets when you haven´t got any sleep. Wuuuhuuuu!!!! But I can proudly say that I have completed a new adventure for my rpg group to play. I hope that they´ll enjoy it. I surely will.

And I know how to spend some time today till it´s time to go to bed. I´ll start watching the second season of Dr Who. Love that series. Especially the Dalek: Exterminate!!!

Oh well. Have a nice day.